This is just to let you all know that Magicals ebook will be on sale for just .99 starting June 3-7! I'll post the link to the book on Saturday morning but I hope your as excited as I am! For those of you who haven't read Magicals yet, I'm adding chapters 1 & 2 below.
Chapter 1
Arabella
Right before take-off I
feel nerves and panic explode within me. I have never been one for flying. That
might explain why I haven't been "home" in three years. That and
technically my mom and I were in hiding, however, I am on a plane waiting for
takeoff now. Leaving Paris is bittersweet, I think I truly found myself during
my time here but I have missed home so much. Home is Daphne, Alabama, an
average size town but small compared to Paris, France. Daphne is located right
off I-10, it's a suburb to Mobile, Alabama. Being that it's on the eastern
shoreline we have a beautiful bay area that always leaves the town smelling kind
of salty. It really is a lot more fantastic than it sounds.
Once
dad, Wayne and I are in the air I look down and watch as Paris disappears. I
wish we could have left in the night just so I could see the city lights one
last time but we don't always get what we want I think to myself. That's for
sure, if we did I certainly would not have asked for the past three weeks. My
dad and Wayne, his best friend and protector, are deep in conversation.
Grabbing my ear phones and iPod, I hit play and within seconds I'm lost in the
music, closing my eyes I drift off to sleep. Dad wakes me as we get ready to
land. I'm not sure which is worse taking off or landing.
Making
our way through the airport towards baggage claim I spot a familiar face about
the same time as Wayne does. I hear the sigh as he sees Kathy, his wife for the
first time since he got to Paris with my dad. I'm sure that's the longest
they've been apart since they got together. I study her and find it odd yet
comforting that she really hasn't changed. Kathy is the complete opposite of
what my mom was yet, they were best friends and Kathy had taken the oath to
protect my mom when she married Wayne. I can't really imagine what she must be
feeling right now knowing that she couldn't protect her from death's hand.
Wayne quickens his pace, as he reaches her he drops his bag and pulls her into
his arms, hugging her as if he hadn't seen her in years instead of just a few
weeks. Watching this I realize just how tall Kathy really is. Wayne stands at
6' 6", broad shoulders and square jaw, shoulder length curly sandy blond
hair, and ocean blue eyes. Kathy comes right to his shoulders, I never noticed
this before, she has to be at least 5' 10" and beautiful. I notice her
caramel brown hair is not the short choppy bob it was when I left but now hangs
to her shoulders. I really like it, it brings out her high cheekbones and hazel
eyes more.
Finally,
they break the hug and Kathy turns to me "Arabella!" she says drawing
me in for a hug. It's familiar and exactly what I needed. Moms give the best
hugs and I needed a mom hug. Pulling back but leaving her hands on my upper
arms she says "Let me look at you, it's been such a long time" giving
me a once over "well, you certainly have grown up Belle but you're far too
skinny, we need to fix that". I laugh as she puts her arm around my
shoulder and head for the exit as dad and Wayne finish collecting our luggage,
Luna and Poe.
Luna and
Poe are my two cats and yes they're named after books. Luna reminded me of my
favorite character from Harry Potter because of her white coat and intuition.
Poe on the other hand is named after my favorite author Edgar Allan Poe. Little
did I know that when I picked the name that he would live up to it so well. Not
only is he solid black with sky gray eyes he's also incredibly mysterious even
for a cat.
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the car takes a lot more time that we had thought it would. We all pile into
the car, Wayne and dad in the front, Kathy and I along with Poe and Luna in the
backseat. Once again I feel the need for my iPod, I'm exhausted and don't
really feel like making small talk, I go through my artists list until I find
Sam Smith, pressing play and closing my eyes. We have a three and half hour
drive from Birmingham to Daphne, so sleep sounds pretty good. Then I remembered
that I promised I'd let Javier, my best friend from Paris, know once I had
landed safely. I quickly grabbed my phone and texted "I'm officially back
in Alabama" within seconds I had a reply that read "Well, if it gets
too horrible just put on your red shoes, click your heels three times and
repeat there's no place like Paris ;) "This brought a smile to my face,
only he would give me a Wizard of Oz movie reference. Javi was the only one in
Paris who knew my past and exactly what I really was. I sent him a text
"haha, I'll remember that, tu me manques". In French we don't say 'I
miss you' we say 'tu me manques' which translates to 'you are missing from me'.
I felt tears form behind my eyes but refused to let them. I got one last text
from him that said "Aww you too amour." I closed my phone and shut my
eyes.
As soon
as we are close to Daphne I wake up. I can feel the change in the air, almost
like it's charged with electricity. Rolling the window down as we get onto
I-10. Taking a deep breath I smell the scents I've missed, salt water, alfalfa,
earth and magic. I sigh just thinking about magic. I've used very little of it
over the last three years. It isn't safe to use when you’re hiding from your
brother whose gone dark. When mom and I ran I had made a promise to only use
magic when absolutely necessary, a promise that kept until the end. I made a
lot of promises during that time, some I wish I hadn't.
Choosing
Paris was easy for mom, her light magical blood line, the Sauveterre's, were
originally from there. Eventually, her family’s coven had migrated to America
and was drawn to Daphne by the De Luca coven. The De Luca coven was dark and wreaking
havoc on the small town, stealing, possessing, kidnapping, torturing, cursing
and killing. It was because of one curse in particular that the Sauveterre's
came, the werewolf curse. De Luca had placed it on a Freeman bloodline. Once my
family and the Freeman's joined together they ran the dark magicals from Daphne
and they hadn't returned in centuries until three years ago, on my birthday.
Looking
around I saw the purple and yellow 'Welcome to Daphne' sign. Thinking of mom I
quickly grab my iPod again. My mom was a huge music buff and she lived to watch
musicals. Whenever we could we would play this game, where we would pick a song
for the current situation, almost like giving ourselves a soundtrack to the
moments we were living in. Scrolling through my artist playlist I find what I'm
looking for, Jason Aldean. Mom loved every type of music, something she passed
on to me, and growing up in Alabama it was guaranteed that you liked some kind
of country. I know the perfect song by him to soundtrack this moment, “I Took
it with me” by Jason Aledan. No matter where I was in the world, Alabama would
always be home. Daphne would always be the place I belonged. I would always
take this place with me.
We
crossed the city line, I hit play thinking of mom and how she would nod her
head in approval. Within a couple yards of being within the city line the magic
in my veins burns. It's like it knows were home, I roll up the sleeve of my
hoodie and see my veins look like lightening. Looking around the seat towards
my dad I see his veins doing the same thing. Taking in another deep breath I
feel myself start to relax until I'm hit with a tidal wave of anger. Only it's
not my anger, it's Garrett's and it's coming through our connection that has
been disconnected since I fled from Daphne. I take a deep breath until I can
get the anger to subside, finally it does. It leaves me wondering what could
make him so angry.
As we
make our way through town to our house I look around. Not much has changed. We
pass Daphne high school, where I start to school tomorrow morning even though
it's Friday. I see city hall and Manci's antique club who has the best burger
in town. Malbis Restaurant is up the street and right next door is Kathy's
antique store. I see Freeman's, Wayne’s family body shop, up ahead across from
the red light on the right corner I see Domachelli's, my family’s Italian
restaurant. Making our way through town is pretty quick, it's late and there's
hardly any traffic. Passing D'olive cemetery I know we’re close to being home,
taking the left onto our street. My family as well as the Freeman's live out
here in the rural area. I see my house up ahead.
"La
mia bellezza, we're home" dad says. My dad, Michael Domachelli is full
blooded Italian, consequently he has always called me ‘la mia bellezza’ meaning
my beauty, even back when it wasn't so true. There was a time when I was
awkward and shy, oversized glasses, braces, bad haircut, no sense of style,
acne and overweight, however, I'm none of those things today. I remove my ear
buds, grabbing my sleeping cats, one in each arm. I manage to make it out of
the car. All the while they sleep away; it must be so hard to be a cat I think.
The instant I'm outside the car I can sense them. I turn and look to the left
of my house by the big willow tree. There they are two wolves, werewolves to be
exact. My family and the Freeman clan made a promise centuries ago to protect
one another and that's exactly what we do. With the promise came the special
connections, each Freeman has there Sauvetrre to protect and vice versa. Based
on your age you get the person closest to you. By the age of five we take our
oath and create the connection. The Freeman would feel certain emotions that
are incredibly high from their magical and vice versa. My connection with Wayne
and Kathy's youngest son Garrett had become disconnected by all the distance
that was between us but clearly it was back now given the anger I felt not too
long ago. Looking at the tree I nod and say "Hey Makayla, hey
Evan" I know they can hear it with their supernatural hearing.
Walking up to my house
should be second nature to me however, it feels different this time. It’s emptier
now, just dad, no mom, no Amadeus. It all seems so different. Stopping before I
reach the porch stairs I look up and study my house. Two stories of pale yellow
siding with white shutters and pillars as well as a wraparound porch. Two
wicker rocking chairs and a table between them sit to the right of the white
front door. If you take a left you'll find the handmade wooden swing Wayne,
Evan and Garrett made hanging as you round the corner. It looks out over the
garden and trees. It's one of the most peaceful places you'll ever find. Moving
towards the front door I make my way into the house, putting down Poe and Luna
in the foyer so they can stretch. Immediately they are gone, bounding up the
stairs towards my room. Looking over my left shoulder I see the dining room
doors are closed. It's probably been like that since the last time it was used
on my birthday almost three years ago when everything had changed. It was
formal and elegant and a part of me aches to walk over and open the doors because
it was the last place we were all together as a family. Instead I turn and walk
through the living room doorway. It still remains the same. Hardwood floors,
big flat screen TV, multiple electronic devices, all black leather furniture
and multiples lamps, none that match though. Along the wall directly in front
me are floor to ceiling shelves that are home to all of the books, DVDs, music
and pictures. Making my away across the room I find my mom’s favorite shelf,
musicals, she loved musicals and we own every one of them. She knew every song
by heart; she loved them so much she picked my middle name from her favorite
one, Cosette. I run my fingers across the DVDs and remember my mom’s singing
voice. It was like an angels, of course we have advantage over the average,
every light magical has a special talent and ours, my moms and I, was singing.
God, I miss her.
Turning
away before the tears start to form I walk out of the living room and look up
at the stairs. Slowly I make my way up them, taking a right I can see my door
ahead at the end of the hall. The big wooden 'A' that Garrett made me still
hangs on the outside. Luna is patiently waiting at the door for me, hearing my
footsteps she turns her head towards me. Her golden eyes lock with mine almost
like she's giving me strength to cross the rest of the hallway. She turns back
around and raises a paw to the door. "I'm coming Luna" I say to her as
Poe comes running around me trying to beat me. He does, of course, I stand at
the door, taking a deep breath I place my hand on the knob and open the door.
Chapter 2
Arabella
Opening
the door was suddenly a scary thing for me. It was almost as if I was opening
up the past, going back to the girl I use to be and I didn't want that. As soon
as the door was open Luna and Poe dash inside despite the fact that it was
pitch black. Dad had closed the blinds and curtains, carefully making my way
into the room I felt around to my left for where my nightstand and lamp should
be. "Ouch!" found it as I rammed my thigh into the corner of the
nightstand, that's going to leave a mark. After a little time and a lot of
noise I find the lamp switch. Light floods the room and suddenly I feel like
I'm 10 years old again. This is exactly the room I had wanted then. Brown and
turquoise flowered bedding and rich brown walls with turquoise fleur de lis
boarding the top of the wall. My wood desk is to the right of me it's still
cluttered with my stereo and a bunch of papers from homework that I never got
to finish. The door beside my desk would lead to my walk in closet which
probably has my old clothes that are much too big for me now inside. The room
dips into a cubby from there, a full length mirror stands in the right corner
at a diagonal, and across from it in the left corner is my chocolate brown leather
easy chair. I remember begging for the chair because I wanted a place to read.
When sitting in the chair you look out an overly large window and see Garrett's
house from there. He had the whole third floor to himself because he had bribed
Evan to let him have the attic. Glancing out the window I can see the house but
there are no lights on in what used to be his room. I can't help but wonder if
it still is.
Continuing
my walk down memory lane I pass by the bathroom and go to the large bookcase
next to it. It's over loaded with books. You can see the shelves bowing if you
look closely. No matter where I'm living at in the world my book case would
always look the same, Edgar Allan Poe, William Shakespeare, Jane Austen, Emily
Bronte to name a few. The final piece of furniture in my room is one that I
almost want to try and avoid looking at. My dresser, I sigh inwardly as I look
to my left wall and see the multiple picture frames. Making my way towards them
I feel my legs begin to shake. Taking a deep breath I pick up the first frame,
white with gold glitter, Dad and I and The Hangout music festival when I was
eight. Mom took this picture and I remember her laughing because we were so
sunburned.
Putting
it back I find my hand moving to the next, silver and black polka dot frame, my
brother Amadeus and I at Mobile Bay on a summer day. If you look at the
background you can see the storm clouds brewing. Amadeus looked exactly like my
dad with the exception of his eyes. He had moms green eyes. Studying the
picture I keep trying to figure out where it all went wrong. When did he decide
to become a dark magical? Why would he even want to? Shaking my head I place
the frame back down, asking questions that I'll never get answers to will do me
no good now.
I almost skip the next
because it's just too hard but I find myself wanting to remember another good
time so I pick up the hot pink frame that says 'love' on it. It's from mom and dad’s
wedding day. They had just cut the cake, laughing and staring into one
another's eyes. Dad always looked at mom like she was the only light in the
room. He once told me that she was his angel and he'd be lost without her.
Remembering him saying that breaks my heart in a whole new way.
Grabbing the next, panda
bear frame, I see myself and mom staring at the camera, big smiles and green
eyes. Of course, mine are hidden behind those horrendous glasses but you can
still see the green peeking out. Mom took the picture of us on my 11th birthday
at Domachelli's. I didn’t really want to take the picture because I hadn't felt
too good but she smiled and sang to me and suddenly all was right in the world.
I had sat beside her and smiled while she snapped the picture.
Skimming
the next picture, a dark wood frame, I see a picture I took at one of our
family bbq's. The Freeman's and my family always had bbq's and for some reason
I had decided to take a picture of everyone. Mom and dad are laughing at
something Wayne said while Kathy is covering her mouth from laughing so hard.
Garrett is getting a piggy back ride from Evan and Amadeus has his arm around Makayla's
waist and is kissing the top of her forehead. This was the "mistake"
picture as they called it. I had managed to get one where everyone was looking
and smiling at the camera but I never felt like it really captured our lives.
This did, it was real, it was happy, it was love and it was life.
The last
frame is teal with little wood flowers glued onto it. Garrett made it for me as
a Christmas present. Inside the frame is a picture of us from when I was 9. We
are sitting in the old Oak tree inside the D' Olive cemetery. It was one of our
favorite places to go, we both felt drawn and safe there because of the magic.
Rumors had always been spread around Daphne that it was haunted but rather that
was true or not I never knew. I did know that it was built by light magicals so
every time I entered those old metal gates my veins burned with the magic.
Also, because it was built by light magicals it made it one of the safest
places for Garrett and I, no dark magical could harm or enter the ground or
anything on it. Looking at the picture I find myself falling into the memory.
"Come
on! Arabella get up here!" he kept telling me but I was scared to try to
climb the tree. I wasn't as wild as he was; I guess his werewolf gene made him
feel invincible. Not to mention that at only 10 years old he was taller and
stronger than most. I, however, was not. I stood on the ground looking up at
him in the tree.
"Come
on Belle" he said again. I was never going to live that nickname down I
thought to myself. When I was younger I was obsessed with Beauty and the Beast,
mostly because it reminded me of our relationship. Him the beast and me, Belle.
For years I would only answer to Belle which is probably why the nickname
stuck. Although I never imagined I would still be stuck with it.
Finally
I look into his ocean blue eyes and say "I can't Garrett, I'm too scared,
What if I fall?" I remember him laughing then his big crooked smile came
to his face. "Silly girl, I won't let you fall, remember I'm your
protector, I'll always protect you. Now give me your hand" he demanded
extending his hand down.
Still
unsure I found a place for my foot and reached for his hand after a few
struggles I was sitting next to Garrett looking out over the cemetery.
"See not so bad" he winked at me. I smiled and pulled my camera from
my jacket pocket. After multiple attempts he took the camera from my hands. I
wasn't tall enough to take a picture of us without cutting off part of his
head. "Smile Belle" he said and I did. We smiled and laughed that day
sitting in that old oak tree looking out over the cemetery.
I don't
know why we loved it there so much, it should have been spooky with most of its
headstones tilting or crumbling and the weeds over taking most of the ground,
but the tall over grown trees were beautiful. Eventually, we came down from the
tree. I found it much easier to get down from the tree then up it. He let me go
first, telling me where to put my feet and hands with each step. Whenever he
felt my fear grow, he'd reassure me that I was doing great and that I was almost
there. Once my feet hit the ground I jumped up and down, chanting "I did
it! I did it!” Garrett laughed, I looked
up at him and he had that smiled I loved plastered on his face.
"You
sure did" he said getting ready to make his way down the tree. I turned
away to head towards the gate because I knew he'd catch up. Suddenly, I heard a
snap from the tree, a sickening crack followed by a yelp and a thud. Turning
around I saw Garrett lying on the ground, tears forming in his eyes.
"Garrett!"
I yelled as I ran to him. Falling onto the ground next to him "are you okay?"
"No"
he replied "I think my leg's broken." I could feel his pain and knew
he was right. I knew his werewolf gene would let him heal faster than any
normal kid but it would take days and we had at least two miles to get back to
his house. Not knowing what else to do I summoned my magic, it burned
throughout my veins lighting them up like lightening in a stormy sky. I had never
tried to heal a human only animals and flowers. I was scared but Garrett was
trying not to cry and he never cried. Deciding right then I had to do
something.
Nervously,
I placed my hands on his leg and let my magic run through me into him. After a
few minutes his leg was as good as new. He smiled at me and said thanks. I
looked at him and said "Your too wild for your own good" as I get up
off the ground.
"That's my job, I'll keep you
wild" he said winking at me. Straightening my glasses back into position
on my nose I turned to him "Then I guess it's now my job to keep you
safe" as we left the cemetery.”
Hearing
the creaky floorboard I turn around to see my dad standing in my doorway. He
knew I was lost in thought, he could probably even guess if he sees the
picture. Thinking about those two kids in that magical cemetery and how we both
went back on our promises. Placing the picture back on my dresser my dad says
"La mia bellezza, you need to get to bed, you have school tomorrow".
Nodding my head in agreement "I will as
soon as I shower and find my stuff for tomorrow."
"Ok"
he says turning to leave but he stops and crosses my room. Hugging me he said
"I've missed you la mia bellezza, I'm so glad you’re home and safe".
Kissing the top of my head, he pulls away.
I look into his chocolate brown eyes,
"I've missed you too daddy" I say with a smile.
"I love you mia bellezza".
"I
love you too" I reply.
He turns
to leave and as he does I study him. If I believed it was possible for someone
to shrink I would definitely say he has. His normal 6' 2" frame seems at
least four inches shorter now and he seems to have lost weight from his already
lean and muscular physique. Normally, his chocolate brown hair barely touches
the collar of his shirt and is always slicked back but now it is messy and
hanging almost to his shoulders. He also needs to shave but I have to admit the
stubble kind of suits him. Turning back he gives me a sad smile, I notice the
dark circles under his eyes. Losing mom was a lot harder on him than he'll ever
admit and it worries me for him.
My
parents met at college while my mom was studying abroad in Italy with her then
protector Gary, Wayne's younger brother who was killed in a car accident
shortly after my parents were married. She saw my dad in a little cafe; she
said she knew immediately that she had found her romantic soulmate. Mom
believed we had all kinds of soulmates, romantic, friendship, animals. Mom was
great at larva her magic so dad had no idea that she was a magical and that
made him reluctant to go out with her. However, he caved finally and on their
first date she told him she was a magical and luckily it all worked out since
dad is a magical too. The Domachelli coven isn't has powerful as the Sauveterre
coven but he was strong enough to prove to my grandpa that he deserved my
mother. Twenty four years later and they had never faltered in their love for
one another. It had been a beautiful thing to watch.
Shutting
the bedroom door I turn to my luggage. I have to find my necessities and my
outfit for tomorrow. Digging through the luggage I finally found what I was
looking for. I hung up the dress for tomorrow, pulled the rest of my luggage
into the closet as well. Grabbing my chargers I plugged my phone and iPod in
next to my bed and headed for the bathroom to take a shower. Looking in the
mirror I really see myself for the first time in weeks. In all honesty I don't
look too much better than dad does. My eyes are still swollen from all the
crying I've done. The dark circles under my eyes aren't as bad as his but they
are there. I need to rest tonight, that's for sure.
As I
cross my room I look towards the dresser, all those pictures of all those
people that I have loved and lost. Memories can be just as harsh as the loss of
someone. I almost walk over and pull every picture down but then I can't bring
myself to do it. I don't want to forget any of them or those times, they've
made me who I am today. Suddenly, thunder rumbles in the distance, making me
jump. I use to love stormy weather and now I can't even stand the sound of
thunder. As I sit on the bed Poe jumps down and gets comfortable on the floor
next to my bed while Luna moves to the other pillow and curls up. I lay back
and close my eyes, sleep finds me quickly, and the last thing I think about is
mom.
Mom must
have known I was homesick because as I made my way through the door, just in
time for dinner, I smelled cheeseburgers and fries cooking. Walking into the
dining room I smiled at her "that obvious?" with a chuckle she said
"just a little". After we ate I went down the hall to my room to
finish my homework and get ready for bed. Finishing my shower I still felt very
homesick so pulling my wet hair into a messy bun I went to my white chest of
drawers, after some digging I finally found my purple and gold Trojan hoodie
from Daphne. Pulling it over my head I made my way to my desk, popping my
earbuds in as I sat down. The Phantom of the Opera was suddenly all that I
could hear. I had to learn all the words before my audition to play Christine.
Hearing the song come to an end sent me back to being homesick. I could only
distract myself for so long. Rummaging through my drawer I found the jump drive
that held all my pictures from back home. Opening the files one by one I stared
at the pictures trying to remember the details of the moments. The feelings I
had felt, the smells, and of course the music.
Stopping
to study a picture of Garrett and I, the night before I left, we're sitting on
the vintage car backseat that he and his dad made into a couch in their old
barn that they used to fix up old cars. Guitar in his hand and me singing away,
he's looking towards me with a smile on his face; my eyes are closed, lost in
the song. It's amazing how you don't see a single trace of resentment in his
eyes. I really do miss him not that I'd ever admit that out loud; although I
think mom and Jaiver have figured it out. Feeling the burn in my eyes I look to
my French doors that are left slightly open to let the fresh air in. Staring at
the city lights I start to feel myself calm. I had always loved city lights and
Paris had some of the best.
At some
point while flipping through the pictures Luna moved sensing my despair from
her spot on the floor next to Poe to my lap where I had absentmindedly been
stroking her. Poe jumped up with his hair standing up on his back and hissed.
Luna jumped from the place on my lap to the floor and began to circle my chair.
Staring at them, trying to figure out what was going on, I was suddenly hit
with the smell of soured milk. Dark magical was all I could think. Removing my
earbuds I turned towards my closed bedroom door. A flash of gold and black
lightening flashed under the bottom followed by a silver and white lightening flash.
My mom was fighting a dark magical somewhere in our house. Close enough that I
could see the flashes of the magic they were throwing at one another.
Standing
up from the desk chair I made my way to the door, cracking it open I peeked
out. Lightening flashed right beside my door taking down the large mirror we
had hanging in the hallway. As it hit the floor, shattering to pieces, my mom
looked in my direction. Her green eyes met mine, pleading with me to remember
the promise I had made. I never imagined I'd have to follow through on the
promise and somehow now standing there I couldn't bring myself to move towards
the hiding place. Reading my eyes my mom sent one flash of silver and white
lightening my way, knocking me into my room and slamming the door.
Frozen
in the spot where I had landed I could feel my panic well up inside me. Luna
quickly jumped onto my legs reminding me that I needed to move. Poe was already
at the closet door, scratching to get me to open it. Finally getting to my feet
I opened the door and crawled inside. In the far right hand corner was a very
small trap door with a very small space. I had promised my mom if anything like
this ever happened I would hide there until she or Poe come to get me. As I
crawled inside with Luna on my heels I couldn't help but regret that promise
now. I should be out there helping mom fight. After
what seemed like hours instead of minutes, I heard a cry of pain. It sounded
like my mom’s voice but I couldn't be sure because of the agony in the voice.
The only thing I could think was please don't let it be her.
Sitting
in the cramped space that seemed to be shrinking with each breath I took I felt
the panic growing again. While trying to calm myself I heard something that
sounded like my bedroom door being blown to pieces followed by footsteps.
Trying to fight the urge to scream I pulled my knees to my chest. I heard my
closet door open; I was going to scream I could feel it. They would find us in
this hiding place and that would be it. Suddenly, Luna was on top of my knees,
extending her paw to my lips as a silent 'shh'. Staring into her large golden
eyes I felt my panic start to disappear. A loud boom signaling the exit of the
dark magical was deafening. Luna
and I sat in the little space until I heard scratching on the door. Poe! I
thought but then I realized what that meant. If Poe was scratching on my door
it meant my mom was hurt or worse. Opening the door Luna darted out, once
outside the cramped space I attempted to stand. It was much harder that I thought
it would be, my legs were shaking so bad I didn't know if I could even walk.
Leaving
the closet I see that my bedroom door had in fact been blown to pieces. My cats
dashed into the hallway as I tried to make it to the doorway. Looking into
the hallway sent me into a stage of shock. It was completely destroyed. The
mist left over from all the magic that had been used still lingered in the air.
I couldn't bring myself to move, couldn't even remember why I had come out here
in the first place. However, seeing Poe's sky gray eyes shining down the
hallway quickly reminded me. Mom! I remembered. As quickly as I possibly could
I navigated the destruction of the hallway. I was only a few feet away from my
cats when I saw the blonde haired head on the floor. Rooted in place I just
stared at her unmoving body. This couldn't be real I thought.
Suddenly,
I found a surge of energy and ran the few feet to my mother. Once there the
shock hit me again, my mom laid in an awkward position her green eyes fixed on
the ceiling. Cheeks completely drained of color, her small body not showing any
sign of breathing. Finally, the scream and tears I had been holding in ripped
itself from soul, legs giving way to the fight of trying to keep me standing. I
collapsed on the floor next to my mom landing in a pool of liquid, no not
liquid, blood, my mom’s blood.'
As I
feel the blood on my hands in the nightmare I am quickly jarred awake. I’m sitting
straight up in my bed, sweat pouring off me and screaming my lungs out.
Suddenly, covering my mouth with both hands I squeezed my eyes shut praying I
hadn't woken my dad. He didn't need to deal with this again. I listened for any
indication that I had woken him but heard none. Good, I thought to myself. Then
I remembered that even if he hadn't heard me Evan and Makayla most definitely
had especially with their supernatural hearing.
I got
out of my bed and made it to my bathroom where I splashed cold water on my face
to calm myself. As I made my way back to my bed I found myself trying to piece
together what had happened after finding my mom. It was all just one big, numb
blur. I remember lying next to her, holding onto her cold hand and crying
uncontrollably. Finally, I had cried out all the tears my body could produce
but I stayed laying there dry sobbing. I knew I should move, I knew I should go
call Javi cause his family would know what to do. I knew at any minute the dark
magical could return and I'd be an easy kill but I didn't care. I was drowning
in my sorrow and I didn't care.
The
morning came and went. By afternoon Javi and his mom Maria came to the house.
When I didn't answer they let themselves in. Seeing the sight of mom and I
laying there sent Maria into action. I think she thought I was dead too. Maria
placed the phone to her ear and started to speak in Spanish with tears in her
eyes. Javi made his way down the hall towards me moving very slowly. As he kneeled
beside me he placed his hand on my back, feeling that I was still breathing, he
began to rub but I was so numb I felt nothing. Minutes later Javi's dad Luis and
his brother Isaiah arrived. Luis tried to pick me up but the minute I lost the
grip on my mom’s hand I lost it. Screaming, kicking, and thrashing about. All I
knew was that I couldn't, wouldn't leave my mom. It took Javi, Isaiah and Luis
to hold me down while Maria placed her hands on either side of my head. I felt
the magic flow through me. A calming spell followed by a sleeping spell. When I
finally woke up my dad and Wayne were already in Paris. My room had already
been packed and shipped back to Daphne. My whole world was upside down. I had
been dis enrolled from Cours Florent and was now going to be a junior at Daphne
High School instead.
Finally,
laying back down I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I looked around my
room. This was my new reality. My old room in my old small hometown in Alabama.
No city lights, just the crickets and bull frogs. It use to comfort me now it
just reminds me of how much my life has changed over the last three weeks. No
more Paris, no more French anything, no more mom. Ugh! I couldn't think about
it. If I did the panic would win and I would lose the battle within myself. How
did they ever think I was going be able to win a battle against a dark magical
when I couldn't even keep my panic in check?
This was
my life now, I had to figure it all out some way; but first I needed to get
some rest since I started back to school tomorrow. Three years was a long time
to be away. A lot had changed. I had changed and for the first time I was
actually looking forward to going to school in this small town. I looked at
Luna, watching me as she always did. I patted her head and closed my eyes as I
drifted back off to sleep.
Garrett
Today
had been a long day. Sitting on the couch in my bedroom going over my French
homework again I found my mind wondering everywhere but the book that lay in
front of me. My body already knew that Arabella was back in Alabama, the
tension in my muscles had started to ache an hour before. Finally, giving up on
the homework I tossed the book back on the couch, getting up I make my way to
the bathroom. I need to get ready for the date with Lydia which means I have to
shave because she hates stubble. After showering and shaving I head back up to
the attic that I turned into a mini-apartment.
Checking my phone I see a
text from my mom "Leaving Birmingham now, airport was a mess, took longer
than we thought".
"K I'm going out
with Lydia tonight FYI"
" :/ OK but be home
before curfew" she said, she wasn't too fond of Lydia.
"Yes ma'am :)"
I said.
Turning
on my radio I headed for my closet, looking for something to wear that Lydia
wouldn't complain about all night was the trick. We weren't doing anything
fancy, just going to Malbis Restaurant and then over to a movie. However, she
thought we had reputations to up hold and that I didn't care enough about my
appearance. Getting dressed in some jeans, boots, black muscle tank and red
button up shirt that I didn’t bother to button up I grab my keys and phone and
head out to my truck. Locking up the three story log inspired house since no
one else is home yet I turn and head for my truck. A 1978 black Ford truck with
a lift kit. Dad and I have redone everything so that outside looks vintage but
the inside screams modern, red leather seat, major stereo system with an
iPod/phone hookup and a red, black and chrome dashboard. It was my pride and
joy.
Getting
into the truck I plug in my phone in and hit play, Justin Moore fills the cab
of the truck, rolling down the windows I make my way down my driveway. Stopping
I look to my right and see Arabella's house half a mile down the road from
mine. We both live in the rural part of Daphne where all your neighbors are at
least half a mile away if not more. In between our houses is a tree filled
area, as kids we used to spend hours in there pretending they were magic but
really it was just Arabella filling the area with hers. We had used the short
cut through the trees so long to get to each other's house that we had worn it
down to a path. Looking in that direction I wondered if that path still
existed. I hadn't stepped foot in there since she left, my phone ringing
brought me back to reality. My screen read Lydia.
"Hey babe, I'm in
the truck fixing to leave my drive way now"
"Oh good, cause
you're already late, I hope you have a good excuse" I could already here
the annoyance in her voice. Checking the time I saw that I wasn't late. I still
had fifteen minutes to spare but I knew better than to bring that up.
"Sorry, I'll be
there shortly." I replied with a sigh.
"Fine." she
said hanging up the phone without a good bye.
Making
my way through town I couldn't help but feel like I was going down memory lane.
Every place I looked had some memory of Arabella and me. Once I reached Lydia's
house I got out of the truck with the intention of going up to the door. Before
I could make it she appeared at the door and headed down the sidewalk. Walking
around I opened the passenger side door for her. Looking at her I couldn't help
but think that most guys would kill to be in my position right now.
Lydia
Cox was the head cheerleader, 5' 9", perfect body, medium length red hair,
sky blue eyes, porcelain skinned. She always had the best of everything; her
parents had made sure of that. Her dad was a judge while her mom stayed busy
with charity work. Studying her I couldn't help but see the contrast between
Lydia and Arabella. Currently, Lydia wore a skin tight yellow dress that was
actually short enough to just be a long shirt, white heels and about a pound of
makeup, her hair was curled perfectly as usual. Thinking back to elementary
school I remember how Lydia had made Arabella's life a living hell. Lydia
picked on her relentlessly, mostly because Arabella was the polar opposite.
Lydia is all about appearance and her reputation. Speaking of appearance I can
tell that she is already unimpressed with mine.
Shaking her head at me
"Really Garrett?"
"What?" I say
looking at her.
"Could you have at
least dressed up to take me out?"
"I did" I
replied.
Making a sound of
annoyance she climbs into the truck. "Would it kill you to button up the
shirt and pull your hair back? I hate when it's all down. Or better yet why
don't you just get a haircut?"
Shutting the door allows
me to ignore whatever else she said. Once I'm back in the truck I turn to her
"It's nice to see you too". Starting the engine, my country music
quickly comes back to life annoying Lydia further. Going through her purse she
finds a CD, unplugs my phone and places the cd in the player. Beyonce is
suddenly flooding all my senses, while Lydia smiles, dancing and singing along.
Looking over at me "You'd be so lost without me". I make no comment
and just continue to drive.
I could
tell Arabella was getting closer to Daphne because I could sense my emotions
becoming a roller coaster. Normally, I can keep everything in check but tonight
even my mild annoyance is growing into anger. I have to keep reminding myself
to stay calm. Looking over at Lydia I can't help but remember the day I asked
her out. It was two weeks after Belle left town, I asked Lydia to the movies
and she said yes. Not really knowing why I had wanted to ask her except for two
reasons. 1.) She was the opposite of everything Belle was popular, confident
and obviously hot. After spending so much time with Arabella I wanted a change.
2.) The resentment I had held for Belle and having to protect her then was
eating me alive and in some way dating Lydia was a way of rebelling against it
all. Being with the one person who had made her life a living hell, the one
person that I had always had to protect her from until the night she left, in
some ways it felt liberating to be with Lydia. Or at least it use to feel that
way, now I don't know what I feel.
From the
corner of my eye I stare at my girlfriend. She was everything I should want as
a 17 year old boy but I couldn't deny that I had been missing something for a
while now. No, not something...someone...I had started to Miss Arabella last
year. My parents left with her dad to go visit Eden and Belle in Paris for her
parents wedding anniversary. I had refused to go, I hadn't talked to Arabella
since the night she left. It really didn't make much sense for me just to show
up after almost two years of silence. Besides, I really had no desire to see
her, or so I told myself.
When my
parents arrived back they kept telling us how much Belle had changed and grown
up. The girl they were describing was like a whole other person. Later that
night I found my thoughts going to her wondering if she really could have
changed that much. I doubted it, she had always been so insecure in her own
skin, and I couldn't see that changing. Over the next few months though I found
myself becoming more and more curious about the girl I used to know. Snapping
fingers brought me out of my thoughts. Lydia was snapping her fingers in front
of my face because I was sitting at a green light. Feeling my anger flare, I
punched the gas, sending her flying back into her seat.
"What's your damage?"
she exclaimed.
Reminding myself to calm
down, taking deep breaths I replied "Sorry, I zoned out".
Rolling her eyes,
"You could have killed me back there".
I chuckle "Not
likely".
Letting
out a huff of air from her frustration with me she reaches for the volume to
turn the music up some more. Finally, we reach Mabli's, pulling into the first
parking spot I find. Once out of the truck I go around to the passenger side to
help Lydia out but she's already stomping away towards the restaurant. Jogging to
catch up, I grab her arm "You want to wait for your boyfriend?"
"I
would if he hadn't turned bipolar over the last few days, no actually the past
few weeks. You've been totally different towards me and everyone else ever
since your family told you that four eyed cow was coming back to town. Now, I
know you use to slum it with her but I highly doubt that will be the case now.
You’re popular, captain and quarterback of the football team and you have the
hottest girlfriend in school. You have everything going for you and if you
decide to slum it with the cow again I'm sure you would lose all of that. You
wouldn't want to do that, so whatever the deal is fix it and fix it now!"
she turned on her heel and headed for the restaurant.
Standing
there I could feel my anger turning into rage, my muscles started to react, and
my body wanted to shift but I couldn't let it. Turning around I walked back to
the truck, my first intention was to get back in and leave but I couldn't just
leave Lydia there. Placing my hands on the tailgate I closed my eyes and took
some deep breaths, trying to calm myself. Then suddenly there was a change, but
only a change that a supernatural would notice. The air that always buzzed with
electricity from the supernatural and magic that surrounded Daphne became high
voltage. Arabella. She was officially back in Daphne. Thinking of her
immediately calmed me. My anger and rage were traded for a slow burn in my
veins. I was feeling the burning of her magic in her veins. I could picture her
veins lighting up like silver lightening as the magic grew stronger.
Debating
if I should go inside or leave and go to Arabella's, the need to be close so I
could protect her was overwhelming after three years of numbness. Then I
thought of what Lydia had said. All I had wanted for so long was to be “normal”
and I finally had that. Finally, I didn't have to fight someone else's battles,
I fit in with my friends but I also had to lie to them constantly. I was never
really myself with them because they could never know about the curse, although
I had gotten away with it this long so why not the rest of high school. Shaking
my head I turned around and headed towards the restaurant.
After
dinner Lydia begged to go to Mobile bay where the rest of football team and
cheer-leading squad would be. Giving in because let’s face it, I owed her for
earlier, we got in the truck and headed that way. As we got out of the truck I
grabbed Lydia's hand and turned her to face me. "I'm sorry about how I've
been acting. I've been really stressed with football and school. Arabella
coming back is different but it's not the issue. You know I need a scholarship
in order to afford college and my only hope of that is through football but I'm
already doing terrible in French. If I can't get it fixed I won't even be
eligible to play but I shouldn't have taken it out on you." I was lying, I
had lied to her for so long now it was just second nature for me, but I knew it
was better to soothe her and the situation then to tell the truth. Besides, I
wasn't even sure what the truth was anymore.
Looking
at me she smiled "Don't worry baby, I'll help you with your stress"
running her hands down my chest to my hips. Leaning down I kissed her while she
navigated us back to the truck.
After
dropping Lydia back off, I sat at a four way stop trying to decide which way to
head home. I was already past curfew so I could go the long way home which
would allow me to pass by Belle's house but why did I feel the need to pass by
it? Still not having an answer I took the turn that would take me the long way.
As I was driving I turned the AC off and rolled down the windows. The cab
became filled with the cool air and smell of alfalfa. It calms every sense in
my body. As I approach her house I slow down, eventually pulling over to the
shoulder of the road. I can see the porch light is still on but everything else
is dark. Staring at her window I wonder what she is doing or thinking right now.
I do know none of her emotions are high enough for me to feel them. Finally, I
get back on the road and make it to my house, going in as quietly as I possibly
can so hopefully I won't get in trouble. To my luck my parents are already in
bed and fast asleep.
As soon
as I shut my door my phone chimes with a text, Lydia "Don't forget to be
at school tomorrow by 7, you promised to help me set up for the pep rally. Love
you baby--xoxo". Damn, I forgot I had promised her that, stripping off my
clothes as I head for my bed I can't help but wonder what tomorrow will bring.
Closing my eyes I fall asleep immediately. A couple hours later I'm jolted
awake by the ending of Arabella's nightmare. "Wow! That was intense."
I say to myself. I had heard about being sucked into dreams or nightmares
through the connection before but had never experienced it before. It was a
very strange feeling. I was there as if I was her, I could see all that she
saw, feel all that she felt, and hear what all she heard and thought.
The nightmare
was from the night in Paris when her mother was killed. Re-positioning myself I
tried to go back to sleep but two things from the nightmare were now haunting
me. First, see Eden lying there...dead, was worse than I could ever imagine.
Seeing her normally life filled eyes so still and dead was a hard image to get
rid of. The second thing was the pain and grief that had literally knocked
Belle to her knees. It felt like she was drowning, like she had no will left to
live herself, and the scream that escaped her mouth upon seeing her mom was
something I never wanted to hear come from her mouth again.
As I lay
in bed my body ached to go to her and comfort her. Tell her everything was
going to be alright and that I would always be there, but we both knew that I
had already broken that promise. The oath I took to protect her was
electrically charging every muscle in my body until her emotion of the moment
hit me...sadness. Her soul right now was so filled with sadness. I wanted to
fix it but knew of no way to do that. She must have eventually fallen asleep a
few hours later because her emotions left me. As I laid in the dark with just
my own thoughts and emotions. Suddenly, regret was flooding within me. I had
lied, ignored, and probably hurt the one person I had vowed not to, all because
I wanted to be “normal”. I regretted everything I had done the last few months
Belle was in Daphne and everything after she left. I didn't know what emotion
was worse resentment or regret. Rolling over I closed my eyes and finally
drifted back off to sleep. Makayla banging on my door woke me up the next
morning.
Until next time... ❤❤
Until next time... ❤❤
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